My Christmas And Other Things

OMG I'm such a slacker!! okey so my Christmas was really good i didn't ask for anything big so i got a buncha little things like clothes, perfume, some games, and things like that. I always go to my dads too for Christmas and i got two video games that i wanted and a few more other things. the week after has been hectic! it's just been go go go! it's insane, I'm so tiered and i just want a day at home i got a migraine today so i got to lay down for 2 hours so i needed that. but I've been having really weird dreams lately i wish i new what they meant lol I'm having ADD when i remember what i needed to type i will get back on lol byee

What The Heck Is Going On?

Well it's Christmas eve and i have lost the holly jolliness :/ so much has just sprung out at me in the past i don't know 4 days that I'm over it. tomorrow i no i will probably be very happy and very excited but as of right now i just don't even know i feel like I'm a different person like I'm not me, i''m tierd, I'm grumpy, people who have hurt me are trying to be friends with me. and they don't get that yes i wanted everything to be over with but you cant just act all la DE frikken DA about it it's gonna take time and i do not trust them and will not tell them anything for well probably forever. i feel very alone in this world right now. the guy i like doesn't know i exhist, but then again he does he just doesn't like me :/ My friends aren't really acting like friends. the guy who is basically my brother is coming back around i love him to death I'm so glad God put him in my life he was gone for a while but i think we both just need a person to reliy on right now :) anyways i need a break tomorrow needs to come now.

Snow is like flat soda

They came from every side possible i was backed into a corner, i had already lost my comrades and was barley breathing. I'd have to make a run for it, somehow I'd have to get to the house the question was just that, how? i ran i saw a break in the chain but i didn't make it instead my boot caught the fence and i went down. it was all over the Qbee pushed thru the others, it's always the little ones, i had let her go only moments ago. i saw no remorse in her eyes as she held up her pile of snow and hit me in the face with it (DJ scratching music stopping sound) Snow? yeah what did you think i was talking about? that's right Lady's and gents 13 inch's of snow to be exact :) and it was sorta fun here's my take on snow. Snow most definitely is like a flat soda you get real excited you think yes a soda! and yes! its snowing! but then yuck what the heck?? your sodas flat it still helps quench your thirst, but it's not the best tasting thing and you get all excited and dressed in warm water proof clothes only to get discouraged and aggravated by the wet coldness the fact that your backstairs have just become a mountain and you have to take your gloves off to grip to climb up them. and just as your about to go inside your boots are off your unzipping your jacket, something out side needs to be done DANG IT! you throw your coat back on u go back down the mountain get whatever you need done done. back up the mountain you climb lets try this again boots off check coat off check start heading inside and syke! you got to go to the other side of the house by this ti,e you simply pick up the boots and coat slam open the screen door and just run! bare feet and all you don't care you just want to get inside. and then your in a nice warm shower nice cozy PJ's maybe a cup of hot coco mmmm you curl up in your bed or plop on the couch with your fam and watch the Grinch or charlie brown :) ahh the good life :) now i don't know if you know this but snoopy makes my holidays :) he's my favorite character EVER :) i was in the mall with my momma and we walked by the Hallmark store and they had talking snoopy dolls (snoopy doesn't talk but like Lucy, Linus, sally, charlie) and a snoopy sitting with Woodstock at a decorated piano, which played the peanuts song by the way, and it was a huge display and i felt like a kid in those old time movies with there noses pressed against the glass mom had to drag me away while i was begging for piano with snoopy saying insanity's like i would take back all my other presents and i would do all the chores in the house. how she didn't stop i don't know :) but that's all for now I'm going to see whats on TV tonight :) loves

I'M CALLING A NATIONAL CRISIS!!!!!

STOP THE PRESS, CALL THE PRESIDENT, HOUSTON WE HAVE A MAJOR PROBLEM!!!!! DORA THE EXPLORER IS BECOMING A TWEEN, THEY CHANGED AUTHORS THEME SONG, AND BLUE FROM BLUES CLUES IS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO! MY SISTERS YOUNG CHILDHOOD IS GOING TO BE RUINED RUINED I TELL YOU!!! No but in all seriousness the youth of America is being slowly corrupted i help out in my church with the 5Th and 6Th graders and more of them watch south park, family guy, and the Cleavland show then teens i know :/ what a sad world it has become 7 year old with cell phones and being left at the mall with there friends who are also 7 and i don't understand weird by the time my little sister is 5 they Will have phones for 5 year old and things will just get worse then they mess with the hows that actually didn't hurt us o well nothing i can do about it Sept I'm going to try :) ha ha worst people can do i say no lol dear mister big shot Nickelodeon guy... blue i a boy which i why HE'S blue... hahah jk but i do find it somewhat awful fight back youth revalt!

The Myths Of Being Homeschooled

Ok so I'm home schooled and i want to set some facts straight, there are rumors concerning the friendliness and outgoingness of homeschoolers. Myth number one "all homechoolers are weird dressing cooped polite nerds with there pants or skirts hiked up to there knees" FALSE i for one am not like that at all i have more friends then my step sister who goes to school and i dress better too :P i have friends who could out dress, rap, sing, and dance you, and would bungge jump off a cliff in a spilt second. now it is true there are those who are like that his name is Matthew, last time i saw Matthew we were at a fourH talent show his freshly ironed shirt was tucked into his freshly ironed khakis with his fresh belt and new penny loafers (YUCK) his was neatly combed and slicked with enough gel to make a greaser sick. his vocab years ahead of the crowd a he did his presentation of bird calls( yes i said bird calls) his nose stuck up in the air as he said "i thoroughly enjoyed your stunning presentation" and my mouth dropped because even tho i was 11 and him 8 i didn't remember what the heck thoroughly meant :P haha! Myth number two, you can sleep until when ever you feel like it WRONG i wake up at 8 every morning and i have an hour to do whatever i want then @ 9 school starts and by 3 your done on a bad day good days bye 12 or 1. so thats all the time i have i will prob get back on later tonight :)

First Blog!!! :)

SO i don't truly know how this works but i think it goes something like this..... #1 i blog about my thoughts and ideas #2 you people with nothing to do read it right?? hahah just kidding i love you :). Soooo I'm gonna start by telling you about me and my fam and friends.

Me
I'm a hot tempered firecracker of a Blondie :) I know the most random facts and will randomly tell you about them for instance, did you know that the theory of evolution can be shut down with one animal?? want to know which one??? (Drum roll!) The Giraffe !!!! (Heaven sent Haaaaaa music with a light coming down on a twirling giraffe) the reason why is they have a sponge in there neck ( a sponge you ask?) yes a sponge to catch the blood as they bend down to drink. any living thing if hung upside down will die because your blood rushes into your head basically exploding it. So if evolution were true we would have no giraffes because every time they'd bend down they're heads would explode! see random facts sorry i got side tracked back to telling you about me, i hate to be stared at and have friends who do it all the time to make me mad haha. I'm scared of blimps because of a terrifying incident i had with them when i was 7. i don't stand up for myself but when i do you will go down and i will probably make you cry. I'm home schooled and in 11Th grade. that's all you need for now. My momma is a loud amazing woman who sing like an angel ( i like to think i got some of that although i feel like my voice sucks haha) she' skinny and thinks shes fat and is so funny and i love her, my step dad i a hot tempered army looking guy who looks scary and often times frankly doesn't make sense. my baby sister is a fun cute as a bug gets on my nerves little angel who will hit you and if you try to even glare at you will hug you and kiss you. my daddy is a lazy giant who i am sad to say is am the adult at his house and it takes its toll, moms and dads props to you my friends prop to you :/ sad thoughts moving on.. my best friend Tay is amazing shes soo funny and we talk in British accents together haha and are a little bit unstable ahaha we are obsessed with charlie the unicorn :) my like sister Jess went to MK with me and we helped the little Roma kids and we have shared many awesome moments together!

Soo I'm playing Lora crofts tomb raider and i know this sounds weird but hear me out OK, so you know how Lora goes thru a bunch of mazes and thing to get to a certain "boss level" then has to start at a new level at the beginning basically with a very little amount of new knowledge and searches for what she wants again and again and know matter how downhearted you feel there always that point where someone in the game says something basically to say hey your almost there you know you've reached a checkpoint your 3/10 of the way there keep going and you always get a little bit happier? and at some points you get stuck and get so sad and angrey you jut want to quit then you find the check point! isn't this so much like a Christians journey?? you feel like your searching and searching to basically get closer to God and you find him in your "mountain days" and then lose him on your "valley days" then you get to a checkpoint where you feel hey i know i can do this and some days you just get stuck :/ well let this be your checkpoint your so close i can tell! whatever you need God will provide! believe me! i know how you feel even if we arn't searching for the same thing we all go thru it God loves you and i love you! (hugs thru your screen!)

Going to go play my game don't lose hope i love you! God Loves You!