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Heehee it's been forever since the last time i blogged lol but o well :) Soooo i'm allergic to PABA in sunscreen, which is also in black dye, and any hair dye, and if my shirt bleeds. following ok? try to keep up k? lol my LOSER of a best friend Taylor has decided i am now allergic to EVERYTHING :) now my softball team has gotten in on the joke so here are they many things i'm allergic too.
blood, air, grass, aluminum, dirt, cats and dogs, the moon, death, the dark, the light, sunlight, tv, wood, music, hair, and skin. lol i'm sure plenty more but my brains shutting down :/ lol
Hahaha my softball team makes me laugh :) i have been dubbed the unique character lol i belong on USA network i suppose then :)

Continued

25. It agervaties me to watch my friends chang going through realationships they cant be with out there "love" and i just don't get it i cant stand to watch it i'm going to be the best girlfriends ever i no what to do and not to do.

24. I'm just one of those people who doesn't like drama and girls tend to bring in drama alot i deffinatly get along much better with guys.

23. being a homechooled only child you would think i never had anything to do well i never got bored i was always outside playing in the trees or making things or doing something now i get bored constinly i hate it alot :/

22. you could stab me in the throat and i would say omg im sorry for bleeding on you it's just who i am i can't say no or let you take the blame.

21. IT'S SO TRUE THEY ALL ARE IN LOVE WITH ME UGHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

20. i will go to the grave to keep your secret unless its something you are doing wrong like drugs then i will tell

19. you can get any of the secrets about me you want out of me.

18. i have to be in a certain mood to read but i love it love it it's just hard for me with alot going on i'm stressed out lol.

17. i have friends but not very many and im slowly getting more i just don't get it :/

16. Everyone will come to me to tell me about whats going on and i give grand slam advice it's kinda awesome :)

15. i like rap regga anything thats songs about things that could happen not like all them hos and stuff

14. need i say more?

13. it's just there to mock me it's like hey keep checking me all you want no new texts :P......jerk

12. people make fun of me for spelling and things but i no so much that it's not funny but it's things dubbed "useless" so yeah

11. i just get that feeling i don't judge them but i look at them and can tell who to talk to and who will bite my head off and when idk i guess it's just on the mark judgeing

10. idk what love is im not sure how you know but when your like a baby saying i'm in love we are going to get married no yu don't know that so shh and if you do end up together forever more power to you but as of now shh

9. i dont have a group i hang out with per say i go between people so i float

8. always have been but i feel bad about it so i try not to do it

7. ahh yes i feel i have OCD make your friends happy by helping them your fine suck it up you stupid basicly discribess it

6. how awesome would it be to say hey i punched somebody in the face?

5. it does nothing but everyone says its pretyy so i guess

4. i feel the fact i have never dated anyone at this age i shall be the weird cat lady hahahah

3. i love guys with black hair blue eyes so i feel it would be awesome! but id die soo

2. i lvoe kids but i dont do well with babys

1. i want to be emo beacause they express themselves so freely and i lvoe it i love to see it i want to wear it.... tell that to my mom >:p

spell check wasnt working so i no there are alot of errors but im not going thru and checking so you know what i mean :)

25 Random Things

So im kinda stole this from a friend but i liked the idea of saying 25 random things about yourself and going back and explaining Your Things So Here It Goes.

#25: I can't stand watching people around me having relationships.

#24: Girls kinda bring out the worst in me

#23 : I used to never get bored ever, now i do all the time... i hate it

#22: I'm the worlds biggest push over

#21: every 5Th and 6Th grader boy in church has a crush on me

#20: I'm the best at keeping secrets

#19: I'm also the worst at keeping secrets

#18: I like to read...sorta

#17: I like to think of myself as a good friend....but

#16: Everyone comes to me with there problems i feel like charlie Bartlett (minis the drugs)

#15: I love all styles of music as long as the lyrics are good and about life

#14: Touch my neck and die

#13: I hate my cell phone

#12: people think I'm stupid but they truly have no idea

#11: i can tell more about a person in a single glance then people can in a full convo

#10: i get mad when people say they are in love..... your 15 you don't know what love is

#9: I consider my self a floater

#8: I'm really good at lying

#7: i love to talk about my feelings but feel like I'm being a burden to everyone so i just keep them in

#6: I want to punch somebody in the face just to say i have\

#5: i hate my hair

#4: I'm going to be that weird cat lady lol

#3: i want black hair

#2: i want kids but i don't

#1: i want to be "emo"

To be continued

My Christmas And Other Things

OMG I'm such a slacker!! okey so my Christmas was really good i didn't ask for anything big so i got a buncha little things like clothes, perfume, some games, and things like that. I always go to my dads too for Christmas and i got two video games that i wanted and a few more other things. the week after has been hectic! it's just been go go go! it's insane, I'm so tiered and i just want a day at home i got a migraine today so i got to lay down for 2 hours so i needed that. but I've been having really weird dreams lately i wish i new what they meant lol I'm having ADD when i remember what i needed to type i will get back on lol byee

What The Heck Is Going On?

Well it's Christmas eve and i have lost the holly jolliness :/ so much has just sprung out at me in the past i don't know 4 days that I'm over it. tomorrow i no i will probably be very happy and very excited but as of right now i just don't even know i feel like I'm a different person like I'm not me, i''m tierd, I'm grumpy, people who have hurt me are trying to be friends with me. and they don't get that yes i wanted everything to be over with but you cant just act all la DE frikken DA about it it's gonna take time and i do not trust them and will not tell them anything for well probably forever. i feel very alone in this world right now. the guy i like doesn't know i exhist, but then again he does he just doesn't like me :/ My friends aren't really acting like friends. the guy who is basically my brother is coming back around i love him to death I'm so glad God put him in my life he was gone for a while but i think we both just need a person to reliy on right now :) anyways i need a break tomorrow needs to come now.

Snow is like flat soda

They came from every side possible i was backed into a corner, i had already lost my comrades and was barley breathing. I'd have to make a run for it, somehow I'd have to get to the house the question was just that, how? i ran i saw a break in the chain but i didn't make it instead my boot caught the fence and i went down. it was all over the Qbee pushed thru the others, it's always the little ones, i had let her go only moments ago. i saw no remorse in her eyes as she held up her pile of snow and hit me in the face with it (DJ scratching music stopping sound) Snow? yeah what did you think i was talking about? that's right Lady's and gents 13 inch's of snow to be exact :) and it was sorta fun here's my take on snow. Snow most definitely is like a flat soda you get real excited you think yes a soda! and yes! its snowing! but then yuck what the heck?? your sodas flat it still helps quench your thirst, but it's not the best tasting thing and you get all excited and dressed in warm water proof clothes only to get discouraged and aggravated by the wet coldness the fact that your backstairs have just become a mountain and you have to take your gloves off to grip to climb up them. and just as your about to go inside your boots are off your unzipping your jacket, something out side needs to be done DANG IT! you throw your coat back on u go back down the mountain get whatever you need done done. back up the mountain you climb lets try this again boots off check coat off check start heading inside and syke! you got to go to the other side of the house by this ti,e you simply pick up the boots and coat slam open the screen door and just run! bare feet and all you don't care you just want to get inside. and then your in a nice warm shower nice cozy PJ's maybe a cup of hot coco mmmm you curl up in your bed or plop on the couch with your fam and watch the Grinch or charlie brown :) ahh the good life :) now i don't know if you know this but snoopy makes my holidays :) he's my favorite character EVER :) i was in the mall with my momma and we walked by the Hallmark store and they had talking snoopy dolls (snoopy doesn't talk but like Lucy, Linus, sally, charlie) and a snoopy sitting with Woodstock at a decorated piano, which played the peanuts song by the way, and it was a huge display and i felt like a kid in those old time movies with there noses pressed against the glass mom had to drag me away while i was begging for piano with snoopy saying insanity's like i would take back all my other presents and i would do all the chores in the house. how she didn't stop i don't know :) but that's all for now I'm going to see whats on TV tonight :) loves

I'M CALLING A NATIONAL CRISIS!!!!!

STOP THE PRESS, CALL THE PRESIDENT, HOUSTON WE HAVE A MAJOR PROBLEM!!!!! DORA THE EXPLORER IS BECOMING A TWEEN, THEY CHANGED AUTHORS THEME SONG, AND BLUE FROM BLUES CLUES IS A GIRL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! NO! MY SISTERS YOUNG CHILDHOOD IS GOING TO BE RUINED RUINED I TELL YOU!!! No but in all seriousness the youth of America is being slowly corrupted i help out in my church with the 5Th and 6Th graders and more of them watch south park, family guy, and the Cleavland show then teens i know :/ what a sad world it has become 7 year old with cell phones and being left at the mall with there friends who are also 7 and i don't understand weird by the time my little sister is 5 they Will have phones for 5 year old and things will just get worse then they mess with the hows that actually didn't hurt us o well nothing i can do about it Sept I'm going to try :) ha ha worst people can do i say no lol dear mister big shot Nickelodeon guy... blue i a boy which i why HE'S blue... hahah jk but i do find it somewhat awful fight back youth revalt!